I duck my head,  To avoid him catching me  Looking at him. The secret glances, The occasional detour  to cross ways with him, My guilty pleasures. The memory toxic, the emotion crippling, the rejection palpable, Yet I felt a visceral tug  towards him A hopeless yearning, a beautiful agony. The heart craves what it can’t… Continue reading Inconsolable


A cacophony it was, around me chattering and more chattering  endlessly Not a moment of solitude would I find, But then maybe, I didn’t mind. Now there is just a void where nothing blends into more nothing, I didn’t ask for this, the silence is deafening. Because despite all the fights I fought, the decision… Continue reading Numb


Drained of thought and strength  She closed her eyes,  And waited for them to fill up,   As they often did, these days.  A steel hard resolve turned brittle  Until she was flailing about the grounds ,  She once paraded in,   Each step unsure, lest she breaks the thin ice   Over the murky depths of her… Continue reading Broken